Josh
the guy who brings the laugh out of his audience
with a gift used very well
lets say his a laid back guy who loves rice

father i love, mother i hate,
how could she have done this, her face i can't bare to see without memories burning from inside out, i try to forgive but she's always lieing saying she was best to me. but why did she hurt me so bad i think i'v died, she nearly killed me once before, just breathing in the same room makes me wanna die, she wants me to live but how can i when she lets out her madness out, making me what i am today,
physical abuse, wanting to kill, wanting to die but i wonder why? why can't i ever do it, tired of making wrong choices make me wanna cry,
my mother of hate i wonder do I deserve you? mother of hate why do u make me wanna die? mother of my hate i just wanna cry...tears of love just make me wanna say goodbye, just one last goodbye would never make me wanna cry, all the pity and the pain just drift away, my mother of hate i wish u can die.....my sad sorrows have ended this is my wish my mad mother of hate.

well i HAVE MAJOR writers block and its so depressing because DA deleted over 85 of my poems that meant a lot



AH!!! i hate this.....

A – Accent: English
B - Breast size: b36
C - Chore you hate: sweaping
D - Dad's name: melvin
E - Essential make-up: eyeliner and lip gloss sumtimes
F - Favorite perfume: dunna
G - Gold or Silver?: i like both
H - Hometown: M-S-T
I - Insomnia: Some times
J - Job title: nothing at all
K - Kids: non yet
L - Living arrangements: my dad i guess
M - Mum's birthplace: massett or prince rupert
N - Number of apples you've eaten: bills
- Overnight hospital stays: yeah
P - Phobia: lots
R - Religious affiliation: none
S - Siblings: 1
T - Time you wake up: 11
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn:: burgandy black to much to member
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: i dont know
W - Worst habit: not to sure
X - X-rays you've had: chest wrist and teeth
Y - Yummy foods you make: clubhouse
Z - Zodiac sign: cancer

father i love, mother i hate,
how could she have done this, her face i can't bare to see without memories burning from inside out, i try to forgive but she's always lieing saying she was best to me. but why did she hurt me so bad i think i'v died, she nearly killed me once before, just breathing in the same room makes me wanna die, she wants me to live but how can i when she lets out her madness out, making me what i am today,
physical abuse, wanting to kill, wanting to die but i wonder why? why can't i ever do it, tired of making wrong choices make me wanna cry,
my mother of hate i wonder do I deserve you? mother of hate why do u make me wanna die? mother of my hate i just wanna cry...tears of love just make me wanna say goodbye, just one last goodbye would never make me wanna cry, all the pity and the pain just drift away, my mother of hate i wish u can die.....my sad sorrows have ended this is my wish my mad mother of hate.